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When not doing any work .mind is occupied with thoughts. Thoughts that has no value,which  makes to think and act. ...must occupy in productive way...... 

After A Week

I am progressing daily to higher FAITH. Learnt from the mistakes I did in the Past.IN search of Job. Hope when I post my next blog I will have some Job in my hand.Thanks Pati.

TURNING OLD

I have turned 34 years old. Past 34 years what I have done is not important.From this year what I am going to do is important.Recently my Pati has attained Acharyan thiruvadi.When she was alive I have not gone to seen her. She has learnt lot of Slokas. I have learnt only few. She has been living for 28 years alone with lot of Bhakthi and Will Power. I have done lot of mistakes in my life but every time I have repeated the same without knowing the pain. I got fear for everything.But now I realise that I have to FACE EVERYTHING AND RISE. From my Pati I have learnt Bhakthi and Will Power.
Today I did all things.

RELATIONSHIPS

Every relationship which we have with others is somehow Strained because of the communication gap which is created by people we are living with..............

MY BUNDLE OF JOY TURNING ONE

MY second  little bundle of JOY turning one tomorrow. A year of journey with the kids. When she was born I didnt take are her much beause of my other problems. Even though she is more attached tome .After 7 months especially after 3 months me and the kids alone enjoying each single moment. Feel blessed........

Resolutions

I started my resolutions from October 2nd. But till date I have not maintained some important resolutions 3 times. Usually I feel bad upset. But today when I broke teh resolution felt that it is the testing time. I can overcome it future well. At present enjoying with KIDS maximum ,reading now and then keeping me occupied to avoid negative thoughts.
Making others Happy and feeling the happiness on me
 

LIfe and Relationship

The toughest thing in this world is to maintain Relationship,its purely according to me. Must think once or twice before talking.Must be open to hear what ever comments we get.
Esp after marriage its better sometimes be quiet than to open the mouth then to get into Trap. Whether we said or not it will keep on rounding us till the end. We cannot judge a person within an Hour it take a life time to build relationship. Hope in future what ever relationship I am maintaining ,or getting new one will get improvised the way I look at the other end.
As Said By Mahtria" It is not the question of  whose mistake. It is the question of whose life .So take responsibility for your life."

Nice words

LIfe

Yes Everyday is a New Day.After 32 years Experienced. What we give it will come back to us,A SMILE, Love everything what we give will come back to us. Every morning feeling that day only I was born thanks for making me slowly forgetting the PAST of mine and Others.
Kids making me to learn much patience,love everything.
I am learning from them. Thank to all those who are allways with me in every moment.
Thank you GOD.
Thanks for the wonderful words by MAHTRIA.
Accept the Unchangeable
Change the Changeable
REmove Yourself from Unacceptable
 

WHO I AM

I always have a thought."WHO I AM" Many times I feel why I have Come to this world. What is the purpose. Whether I am doing GOOD in my roles as a "Daughter,Wife,Daughter in law,Sister,Grand daughter" and of course AS A MOTHER. Lot of questions ,trying to find out Answer. First I must Know what purpose I have come to this world. Even did many mistakes Have a wonderful life. Must know about the SELF.True Self. How it is possible.Crossing my fingers and Waiting for Answer.............

Relationship and Communication........
After a very long time posting a Post,its because of time,delivery babies etc.Thought to to post so that mind will get cleared from all thoughts. A lot of changes in a year after returning to Pune.Dad not able to move with his own son,What to tell whether it is a communication gap between a 35 yrs and 3 yrs or the lack of communication between FATHER and MOTHER. Children immitate their parents.My boy immitating his DAD.Nice.
A lot of mistakes I have done in my life.GOD ,lovable FAMILY was with me to overome all those.Now in my hands TWO litlle beautiful; adorable gifts in my HAND ONE BOY and ONE GIRL. SO gifted. NOw I am developing time to time patiene to handle both. I am also tryingh at maximum silence with Mr . Lets see

Sometimes I feel why RELATIONSHIP are created in this world. To understand others and mov ewith them acording to their way of living. SOmetimes I feel if I dont have system What I will do .NOthing just sit Meditate. No mobile,fine no messages no talks. No outside world happenings
Nice ........
Praying to GOD to give more strengths to make me stronger in POSITIVE THOUGHTS,more stronger in patience

Two days One week went fast after s great storm.I love my husband and family a lot GOD has to help me.PLs GOD help me

Silence

Enjoying the Silence in morning evening and all times.A thoughtless mind is so calm.........Peaceful and happy........
Praying to GOD that it continues...........Daily Chanting list of things I must not do..........

Enlightment

Last week after a long time again had a bad time.It was again after a year.........Same condition happened to me.But this time no on ewas there to help me my parents grandma no one.Th eonly person who helped me is me myself.For many years may be dont know from Childhood...I stared at others both men and women.......Stared at Windows of other houses ,listened to other talks...........................
Dont know how I developed the habbit..........
God is great .Even I did this much mistake GOD has given me wonderful family parents ,Husband and kid.Now I practice silence.My life is example to the world.........To all people...........I know if any one comes to the house normally people will be happy.If I go to any plae they wont like it.
Now I realise myself.I have wasted 30 solid years without knowing me...........Many times got help from others and just left them then and there.Now I feel guilty...
On ething is sure if we say to ourself what we have to do and must not do to ourself we an overcome proble.There are lot of things in the life I have wasted it by spending in unwanted things.Thinking about others etc.......
I am popular in World now..........PLs My advice to all is pls love yourself.There is a beautiful you in you......
Nothing much to say........Dont know how my future will be whether all will be scared o fme.........Whether this Society will acept me............
I am praying to god the list of things that I must not do......................Sorry to all those people whom I have hurted........GOD is EVERY WHERE so only got punishment now itself

Life

Yesterday I had a chane to advice to a little boy who studies 3 rd standard.When I talked to him I told to him that  your parents love u so much ,what they expect from you is to study nothing much.When I said him I said from bottom of my heart.Yes I realised many times I have fought with my parents.Now I realise Same only they might have expected from me.Who changed me..after becoming a mother I realise..How my parents has struggled for bringing me up.When I behaved worse how they have felt to bring me from the difficult situation.Today morning my mind got wavered for few seonds suddenly I thought of my parents now I have two parents including his parents........Went near god litted the lamp and Camphor ried before him what wrong I did why my mind wavers........He told be patient I am moulding u............I prayed him I have beautiful parents ,Husband Son............And the small little one looked at and stared at me..I prayed a lot..........ried a lot...........GOd told everyone has a weakness..U had one but now u dont have..Be bold and fae the life...................What ever u do do it with one mind one soul...After I Cried to God I am alright.Today FRiday a woman must not cry but I did for making my soul purified...................Thank u god for giving me the wonderful life..I will look forward fo rthe future not behind........................I love all th epeople around me...I am very sorry for those people I have hurted..Sorry
Have a good day.I love myself

Silence

It took many days to maintain silence.Wasted many years without reading good Books and wonderful articles by great authors in Magazine..........Thanks to those authors for making me to maintain Silence.......

Learning

Life is full of learning..Started learning again English Grammar.........Received a comment from expert that I must improve myself .My language.....When the persons who are very close to me said to improve my English skills both written and communiation I got angry on them..Now I feel how much they are concerned about me.I feel sorry and thanks to those who show interests on me.Infact I got very much upset because of my incapability of poor English .Thought to stop everythig including the Blog.This is the time ,I can learn..Taken oath that I will improve myself in  always to be efficient Writer.

WAT................................

What a life ....Very boring...........Trying for Job but not able to get it..Trying for Tailoring Class not able to get it.............

Long Time......

Hmm.Very long time to post.Power Cut Net problem When Net is working had other work...A week went off very smooth.Got some valuable points to improve myself when I am not doing my prayers proper that day goes very bad.Making upset etc.etc.............Started learning Hindi again.When the time is lost everything is lost .Once I had opportunity to learn Hindi but due to health not able to do.Had Golden chance to learn Tailoring at free of Cost but not able to go because of studies exam etc...........
So life is full of buts..Now I try for Tailoring no one is ready or available to teach.........
Good experience........So must avail the opportunity when it comes to us........Got enlightment after long years.........

OCT 3;Patience

Today I have developed little more Patience with things that go around me.I must have done it before but everyday is a learning day.........There is a saying that hang in our Sringam home Wisdom in man Patience in woman brings happiness to Home..Its true..I am happy by being patience with all the things the little does.Our home is in harmony .........................

OCT 2..Good day

It was fun having kids around..Went with Anish to a play school He is the only kid in his age group all were  above 3 yrs.I felt so bad beause all didn't respond their aim is to target for the kids above 3 to make them join in their School which is going to be opened soon.But i went through all the rooms ,made him to play with ball.He Catched the toy fish with his hand all other were using the string for catching..Very nice experience.
Everyday he learns something.He is watching me much..If I stand on the stool he is also doing the same.So funny.Toughest and most pleasurable job in the world is Parenting.I had fighted with my mom on many small issues like I am not imporatnt for her this and that..But now I feel for it..For a Mother their children are precious............Sometimes I feel to go to job but when I feel I may miss the small wonder things a hild does I drop my mind.........Let me see What happens in my future.