Two days One week went fast after s great storm.I love my husband and family a lot GOD has to help me.PLs GOD help me

Silence

Enjoying the Silence in morning evening and all times.A thoughtless mind is so calm.........Peaceful and happy........
Praying to GOD that it continues...........Daily Chanting list of things I must not do..........

Enlightment

Last week after a long time again had a bad time.It was again after a year.........Same condition happened to me.But this time no on ewas there to help me my parents grandma no one.Th eonly person who helped me is me myself.For many years may be dont know from Childhood...I stared at others both men and women.......Stared at Windows of other houses ,listened to other talks...........................
Dont know how I developed the habbit..........
God is great .Even I did this much mistake GOD has given me wonderful family parents ,Husband and kid.Now I practice silence.My life is example to the world.........To all people...........I know if any one comes to the house normally people will be happy.If I go to any plae they wont like it.
Now I realise myself.I have wasted 30 solid years without knowing me...........Many times got help from others and just left them then and there.Now I feel guilty...
On ething is sure if we say to ourself what we have to do and must not do to ourself we an overcome proble.There are lot of things in the life I have wasted it by spending in unwanted things.Thinking about others etc.......
I am popular in World now..........PLs My advice to all is pls love yourself.There is a beautiful you in you......
Nothing much to say........Dont know how my future will be whether all will be scared o fme.........Whether this Society will acept me............
I am praying to god the list of things that I must not do......................Sorry to all those people whom I have hurted........GOD is EVERY WHERE so only got punishment now itself

Life

Yesterday I had a chane to advice to a little boy who studies 3 rd standard.When I talked to him I told to him that  your parents love u so much ,what they expect from you is to study nothing much.When I said him I said from bottom of my heart.Yes I realised many times I have fought with my parents.Now I realise Same only they might have expected from me.Who changed me..after becoming a mother I realise..How my parents has struggled for bringing me up.When I behaved worse how they have felt to bring me from the difficult situation.Today morning my mind got wavered for few seonds suddenly I thought of my parents now I have two parents including his parents........Went near god litted the lamp and Camphor ried before him what wrong I did why my mind wavers........He told be patient I am moulding u............I prayed him I have beautiful parents ,Husband Son............And the small little one looked at and stared at me..I prayed a lot..........ried a lot...........GOd told everyone has a weakness..U had one but now u dont have..Be bold and fae the life...................What ever u do do it with one mind one soul...After I Cried to God I am alright.Today FRiday a woman must not cry but I did for making my soul purified...................Thank u god for giving me the wonderful life..I will look forward fo rthe future not behind........................I love all th epeople around me...I am very sorry for those people I have hurted..Sorry
Have a good day.I love myself

Silence

It took many days to maintain silence.Wasted many years without reading good Books and wonderful articles by great authors in Magazine..........Thanks to those authors for making me to maintain Silence.......

Learning

Life is full of learning..Started learning again English Grammar.........Received a comment from expert that I must improve myself .My language.....When the persons who are very close to me said to improve my English skills both written and communiation I got angry on them..Now I feel how much they are concerned about me.I feel sorry and thanks to those who show interests on me.Infact I got very much upset because of my incapability of poor English .Thought to stop everythig including the Blog.This is the time ,I can learn..Taken oath that I will improve myself in  always to be efficient Writer.

WAT................................

What a life ....Very boring...........Trying for Job but not able to get it..Trying for Tailoring Class not able to get it.............